January 2010
34 posts
Last 4.5 hours of 2009
Will be spent with Devendra Banhart, my parents and brother, my macbook, and Assassain’s Creed 2.
December 2009
32 posts
2009
Everyone is doing this, I may as well follow along.
2009, fuck you. This year I watched my best friend slowly fade away, I saw two close friends go to rehab, I went through numerous periods of paranoid delusions which made me alienate myself from pretty much everyone. I experienced some of the worst depressive periods I’ve gone through yet. So fuck you, 2009, you suck.
/Negative...
Florida is fucking gorgeous, andddddd I have wifi, so I can use my macbook.
I’m happy :D
Three hours from the condo, i cant wait to start enjoyung myself and stop praying for saturday to come sooner.
+++arrested development is the best show eva
9 hours down, 5 to go.
So I fell asleep in the back of a minivan
And woke up in New Jersey. Fuck that, I’m going back to sleep
Well
I had a wonderful Christmas. Planet Earth Series/Arrested Development Series/Sick Hoodie/MewithoutYou shirt/Hooded flannel.
Love.
Off to North Carolina tomorrow morning. Then from there, Florida. I can’t wait for heat.
Clarity
Today, during one of my two hour long coffee runs, I finally became aware of my biggest faults in personality. Now, to change that. It’s comforting to know what I’m going after.
Badfish tonightvwas fucking awesome. I forgot how much i miss seeing kelsey all the time.
High as hell on my birthday woohoo
18 Tomorrow
I’m gonna do my best to have a good day.
emilysilva:
i completely forgot about the roz milo 14foot1 show that i planned on going to. darn.
Don’t worry about that, it got cancelled. I was about to leave my house when I found out.
Staying in tonight.
Awesome night, my friends suck at calling me back/answering phones/responding to texts.
marykatecarney:
i have such a full stomach and i’m laughing like a muthafucka. getting snowed in with jordan and andrew, where are you kevin? i need your parcels.
Way to not answer any of my calls or texts :[
Stark Contrast
Tonight was actually pretty nice, then again compared to yesterday, it doesn’t take much to be nice. Basically, I got chops and watched Jurassic Park with my brother. It’s nice that he’s more tolerable now. Then I hung out with Jordan and Jenn for a bit, wasn’t long, but still a good time.
I enjoy laid back nights like this.
FOUR DAYS.
I can't wait for 18
Club Hell every Friday with Sam and Amber and Steve
Cigarettes wherever I want, whenever I want.
Able to get a real job.
Pumped.
I do not exist, only you exist.
Work tonight was a fucking drag. Now that I know I’ll be leaving, I hate that place more and more every time I walk in.
Today bored me. I woke up at noon after what felt like days of sleep, then hung out with Nate and went to Kyles.
I think I’m outgrowing this town, and that doesn’t bother me at all. Once I turn 18 (eight days !) I’ll start making real money, and...
airport people watching
kissmybones:
Me and Andrew are discussing our soon-to-be-happening road trip. I want to show him Portland, ME and Philly.
Currently sitting in Charlotte Douglas International Airport. There’s so many people traveling for the holidays. I have about 50 pounds of carry ons. Talk about way to much thrift shopping! Emilys waiting at the house for me, she’s making me some scrambled eggs and were...
It’s so beautiful out today. As much as I hate driving in the snow, I took a 45 minute coffee/cigarette cruise around the particularly scenic areas in town.
Sometimes I think I’ll miss it.
But right now I want someone to come over and watch a movie with me or something, otherwise I’ll be verbally abusing 12 year olds over xbox live all day.
Good mood :]
Last Night
Probably not a good time.
“Are you genuine? or only an actor? A representative? or that itself which is...”
– Nietzsche
What an uneventful night
Whatever.
Watch
“If you hate a person, you hate something in him that is part of yourself. What...”
– Hermann Hesse